just hope that life can start over with a new slate. delete whatever undesirable past history by one click, like deleting ur internet hx.
but a person without history is jz a blank soul. no past, no u.
still struggling.
积习难返
Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
spanish paella
learned an exotic recipi -- spanish paella! wonderfully tastety... last time. jz cook the shrimp with vege, season with lime juice and also steam the mussels. then fry the rice, here comes the secrect ingredient-- saffron... it makes the whole dish! putting it pinch by pinch, strring in the vege and shrimp and finally adding the mussels... done.
turn out it wasnt as tastety as that i had last time. mayb bcuz i didt hv scallops this time? curious...
anyway thanks emily... a meal that means alot to me... exotic flavour ... enhancing bonds...
if i cant really talk well, then let the dishes speak for me...
stay sane, stay happy
important to stay sane!! so that u wont become supersaturated... too obssessed... until u lose ur mind...
talk! communicate! there is not only u and books in this world...
exercise! move it! increase Q to wash away all the stagnant blood...
when u noe how to cope and u will overcome it...
4 days countdown to exam...
talk! communicate! there is not only u and books in this world...
exercise! move it! increase Q to wash away all the stagnant blood...
when u noe how to cope and u will overcome it...
4 days countdown to exam...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
domestic accident
上得山多终遇虎
when u hv been cooking for so long u noe one day it will happen. accident. it happens in the most unpredictable way. i always think that i may cut myself when i was chopping. turn out... i was injured by the edge of a can.
fine. somehow relieved when it has happened. weird? something that u r not expecting but u noe it will come to u... think i m superstitious...
when u hv been cooking for so long u noe one day it will happen. accident. it happens in the most unpredictable way. i always think that i may cut myself when i was chopping. turn out... i was injured by the edge of a can.
fine. somehow relieved when it has happened. weird? something that u r not expecting but u noe it will come to u... think i m superstitious...
misfortune?
does it make u happier when ur misfortune actually causes misfortune to somebody else? mayb you will feel sorry for her, or do u giggle at the prospect that somebody is more unlucky than u?
on the other hand, when she is considering herself unlucky, did it ever cross her mind that i am unlucky today? will she b happier to know abt this? or will she b more considerate?
there are all sorts of unlucky people in this world. if we acknowledge that everyone has his own problems, will we become more considerate, less grumble, more tolerance and hence more peace?
20060426
disturbed somebody in the histo lab until she cannot study.
on the other hand, when she is considering herself unlucky, did it ever cross her mind that i am unlucky today? will she b happier to know abt this? or will she b more considerate?
there are all sorts of unlucky people in this world. if we acknowledge that everyone has his own problems, will we become more considerate, less grumble, more tolerance and hence more peace?
20060426
disturbed somebody in the histo lab until she cannot study.
Monday, April 17, 2006
suicide bombers
"捐躯赴国难，视死乎如归"
devoting life and sacrificing for the country,
looking upon death as mere going home.
持续为这种行为辩护，等于是在怂恿更多年轻人投身此队伍。
Continued justification of these actions is just like abetting more youths to join the group of suicide bombers.
20060417 Israel bombing.
devoting life and sacrificing for the country,
looking upon death as mere going home.
how much courage does it take to go for a sure-die mission?
想当年的敢死队都不及这班必死队。
就在爆炸一瞬间，将所有理想、生命、国怨付之一炬。
die a glorius death. die for the country.
死有轻于鸿毛，或重于泰山。
为什么这么多泰山都动摇不了以色列呢？
遗憾的是，每当询及自杀式袭击时，我的穆斯林朋友都会说：这是“迫于无奈”，“对强权的消极反抗”，才会出此下策...
持续为这种行为辩护，等于是在怂恿更多年轻人投身此队伍。
Continued justification of these actions is just like abetting more youths to join the group of suicide bombers.
20060417 Israel bombing.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Neuma X
Neuma X- projection of the craziness in dream?
The wildest dream that I ever have. With speeding, rebellion, sex, vitality, love and jealousy. The story (dream) started in a school, in a form of comic. The lead fell in love with this stranger girl in school. When he is buying some colour sprays in the shop, he caught sight of his best fiend kissing the girl. Then he dashed out of the shop only to learn that his best friend actually knew the girl previously and they pretended not to recognize each other in school because of some previous conflicts.
The Result? Gf-sharing! Unbelievable! The girl joined our group and here starts the speeding part.
First spraying the car. Wanton coloration.
The ultimate speeding of 300 km/h. I wasn’t the driver however. I was sitting at the back seat. At the maximal speed I was thrown to the centre of the car. Everything just receding at an incredibly fast speed.
All the rear mirrors are shattered.
There was one fellow on the street that was as crazy as us and he tried to stop our vehicle. He failed of course. The aside was “I can feel the vibration and I knew that the car won’t stop.” Huh!
Then the driver leave his seat and leave the car to run by its own. Here comes the juicy part. People f*ing the girl in the car. One by one. Sorry No detail available.
In the later part, the highway comes to an end but the driver is not back yet! We come to a junction and I managed to turn the car. Phew!
Later we send the girl back to her home. We are leaving the scene and I ask where are we going now. It appears to be so real and fat guy beside me answer that we are in a movie, adapted from the Japanese comic “Neuma- X”. now showing in Malaysia. I replied that I thought it was a dream cuz I dozed off just now and they all burst into laughter.
Then I wake up. It was a dream.
Seemed like a weird combination of the movie “Initial D” and Victor’s narration.
Then I googled the animation “neuma-X”. then I figured out that might be “pneumothorax”.
Err. Exam stress… ah…
20060416 nap, after missing the football game.
The wildest dream that I ever have. With speeding, rebellion, sex, vitality, love and jealousy. The story (dream) started in a school, in a form of comic. The lead fell in love with this stranger girl in school. When he is buying some colour sprays in the shop, he caught sight of his best fiend kissing the girl. Then he dashed out of the shop only to learn that his best friend actually knew the girl previously and they pretended not to recognize each other in school because of some previous conflicts.
The Result? Gf-sharing! Unbelievable! The girl joined our group and here starts the speeding part.
First spraying the car. Wanton coloration.
The ultimate speeding of 300 km/h. I wasn’t the driver however. I was sitting at the back seat. At the maximal speed I was thrown to the centre of the car. Everything just receding at an incredibly fast speed.
All the rear mirrors are shattered.
There was one fellow on the street that was as crazy as us and he tried to stop our vehicle. He failed of course. The aside was “I can feel the vibration and I knew that the car won’t stop.” Huh!
Then the driver leave his seat and leave the car to run by its own. Here comes the juicy part. People f*ing the girl in the car. One by one. Sorry No detail available.
In the later part, the highway comes to an end but the driver is not back yet! We come to a junction and I managed to turn the car. Phew!
Later we send the girl back to her home. We are leaving the scene and I ask where are we going now. It appears to be so real and fat guy beside me answer that we are in a movie, adapted from the Japanese comic “Neuma- X”. now showing in Malaysia. I replied that I thought it was a dream cuz I dozed off just now and they all burst into laughter.
Then I wake up. It was a dream.
Seemed like a weird combination of the movie “Initial D” and Victor’s narration.
Then I googled the animation “neuma-X”. then I figured out that might be “pneumothorax”.
Err. Exam stress… ah…
20060416 nap, after missing the football game.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Piration Hub
when pirating become so easy, when entertainment easily accessible.
i detracted from the value of a good movie. i store but i dont watch. i watch but i dont appreciate.
making something free is the most effective way to devalue it.
especailly arts.
a reflection, after dwloaded 6 movies and countless songs.
i detracted from the value of a good movie. i store but i dont watch. i watch but i dont appreciate.
making something free is the most effective way to devalue it.
especailly arts.
a reflection, after dwloaded 6 movies and countless songs.
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